FAILED ATTEMPT haha

you know what it feels like to be away from a particular place?

i tried man, not that convincing though, it was when he was about to go out.. how retarded -.-
haha well i guess it'll have to be in june then, if WEATHER PERMITS (WEATHER=PARENTS)
yea so another 3 more months, 3 more months without anything from that special one, you cant feel like physically, it's just a sort of re-assurance in your heart, after than word. yea it starts with M, YOU would know what i mean. the course of true love never did run smooth-shakesphere, ISN'T IT ALWAYS THE CASE? haha well, HAVE A LITTLE PATIENCE. only time will tell, TIME WILL EVERYTHING, AFTER THE O LEVELS MAYBE RIGHT?

ahhahahahahahahahahah

gosh, i have not posted for so longgg.. kk
this week was quite evenful, i had an eye infection which was seriously retarded, FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE.. crazy stuff.. i also contacted my friends whom i have not seen in 8 years!!! primary school friends :) so happy they are coming to my church... haha xinyun, and ian and some otherss!! haha LOL chinese new year is coming up, and this year it's in jan, how wierd. but nonetheless, i get to see the WORLD'S MOST SHOPAHOLIC PERSON,, NATHALIE LIEW YI HSIEN... she shops like tommorow will never come haha....


anyway, must study now... haha O LEVELS :( bye

Looking back on what i said all those years ago, all the hopes and dreams i had, ive come to the conclusion that if having things turn out the way you wanted them is a measure of successful life, then some would say im a failure. The important thing is not to be bitter over life's disappointments. Learn to let go of the past & recognise that everyday wouldnt be sunny. And when you find yourself lost in the darkness of despair, remember it's only in the black of night that you see the stars, and those stars lead you back home.
So don't be afraid to make mistakes, to stumble, to fall. Because most of the time the greatest rewards comes from doing the things that scares you most. Maybe you'll get everything you wished for. Maybe you'll get more than you could ever imagine. Who knows where life will take you. The road is long and in the end, the journey is the destination.

helping one another

I say:

hey

I say:

haha

NATHALIE says:

NICKK

NATHALIE says:

lol

NATHALIE says:

valen knows

I say:

haha

I say:

how?

I say:

haha

I say:

i sort of knew that

I say:

i saw facebook

I say:

I say:

haha

NATHALIE says:

you laa

NATHALIE says:

in facek mar

I say:

what?

I say:

haha

NATHALIE says:

you said " told you so early that it won't last long, you always don't believe me. see lah. nat ah nat

NATHALIE says:

obvious mar

NATHALIE says:

ehe

I say:

wah

I say:

he so smart ar?

I say:

haha

I say:

then he say what?

NATHALIE says:

soo oobvious lar -.-

NATHALIE says:

ehe

I say:

then how now?

NATHALIE says:

dunno he also haven text me

I say:

hah

I say:

*haha

I say:

what is hank the jannk?

I say:

wth

NATHALIE says:

wadd

I say:

what is that?

I say:

your facebook nick

NATHALIE says:

nth

NATHALIE says:

ehe

I say:

say lah

I say:

ahah

I say:

i tell you so much leh

I say:

haha

I say:

you're like the 5th person i tell about abi

I say:

so you must tell me

NATHALIE says:

nthh la

NATHALIE says:

just random

I say:

what the

I say:

ahah

NATHALIE says:

and you keep saying u tell me a lot of stuffs when the only thing u said was u liked abi for 5 yrs -_-

I say:

haha

I say:

I say:

haha

I say:

anyway she coming to my house

I say:

should i tell her that i don't like her anymore?

I say:

haha

I say:

super confused lah

I say:

-.-

NATHALIE says:

but u still like her don you

NATHALIE says:

-.-

I say:

yea

I say:

haha

I say:

aiyah

I say:

like don't know lah

I say:

haha

NATHALIE says:

-__-

I say:

that's why, we should both stay single

I say:

haha

NATHALIE says:

you still like her and u wannat ell her that you dont

NATHALIE says:

lol

NATHALIE says:

you aree single-.-

I say:

yea

I say:

haha

I say:

you should to

I say:

haha

I say:

lol

I say:

going to blog a bout you

I say:

haha

I say:

*about

I say:

ALWAYS MAKING MISTAKS

NATHALIE says:

i knoww

I say:

*MISTAKES

I say:

HAHA

NATHALIE says:

but sometimes like very lonely bar

NATHALIE says:

-.-

NATHALIE says:

lol

I say:

haha

I say:

talk lah

I say:

you got friends what

NATHALIE says:

haha i mean like

I say:

not neccesarily need to have BF

NATHALIE says:

i dunno lar

NATHALIE says:

im so used to being in a relationship

NATHALIE says:

i knowwww

NATHALIE says:

lol

I say:

haha

I say:

LOL

I say:

used too?

NATHALIE says:

ehe

I say:

haha

I say:

lol

I say:

can talk lah

I say:

haha

I say:

you can talk to me

I say:

haha

I say:

i also very lonely one

I say:

haha

I say:

but i don't have GF

I say:

quite good lah

I say:

ahha

NATHALIE says:

haha

I say:

at least you're like FREE

I say:

haha

NATHALIE says:

u very bo liang bo juak one

NATHALIE says:

i know

NATHALIE says:

but its qute.. also le

NATHALIE says:

liek that time so drama got rambert greg this that

NATHALIE says:

end up so weird

I say:

haha

I say:

wah

I say:

you know hokkien ar

I say:

haha

I say:

can talk what

I say:

i'm a good listener

I say:

haha

I say:

can lah

I say:

rambert and greg are retards lah

I say:

aha

NATHALIE says:

good listener

NATHALIE says:

haha but still

NATHALIE says:

different mar

I say:

different as in what?

I say:

haha

I say:

then what?

I say:

haha

I say:

going to find another BF?

I say:

then say that

I say:

oh, i dno't really like him, i just like to have company?

I say:

haha

I say:

LOL

I say:

don't

NATHALIE says:

nolar

NATHALIE says:

thats not wad i meant

NATHALIE says:

but

NATHALIE says:

lol dunno lah

NATHALIE says:

haih like very sien -.-

I say:

haha

I say:

it's sian

I say:

not sien

I say:

I say:

aha

I say:

lol

NATHALIE says:

nooo

NATHALIE says:

sien lar

NATHALIE says:

ehe

I say:

fine

I say:

-.-

I say:

really very sien meh?

I say:

ahha

I say:

as in you would die if you don't have a BF?

I say:

haha

I say:

but that BF is like FAKEA

I say:

*FAKE

NATHALIE says:

nolaa

NATHALIE says:

haha

NATHALIE says:

just sien cos i feel so ....

NATHALIE says:

and i dunno how to tell valen

I say:

haha

I say:

fell so what/

I say:

guilty/

I say:

tell him the truth lah

NATHALIE says:

ehe

NATHALIE says:

aiya

NATHALIE says:

enough about me

NATHALIE says:

you lee

NATHALIE says:

when is she coming

NATHALIE says:

lol

I say:

haha

I say:

don't worry lah

I say:

ahah

I say:

just pray

I say:

haha

I say:

LOL

I say:

she's coming this saturday

NATHALIE says:

haha then

I say:

then what?

I say:

haha

I say:

sien lah

I say:

like me and her can't really talk like things in common you know?

I say:

not like you, like i can talk to about tennis and blah blah blah

I say:

ahha

I say:

for her it's like

I say:

HOW'S YOUR DAY?

I say:

and stuff

I say:

haha

NATHALIE says:

ahaa

NATHALIE says:

then wad izit that u like about her for FIVE years -__-

NATHALIE says:

lol

I say:

hmmm

I say:

she's like very nice to talk to

I say:

i mean when you hear her voice it's like

I say:

haha

I say:

quite nice lha

I say:

*lah

I say:

she's very kind

I say:

although sometimes quite mean

I say:

BUT SHE GOT QUITE A LOT OF SUITORS LIKE YOU

I say:

haha

I say:

NATHALIE says:

why you call it suitors

NATHALIE says:

lol

NATHALIE says:

and why

NATHALIE says:

lol

NATHALIE says:

and wow so youre only like charmed by her voiceahaha even more retarded lah you

I say:

hahah

I say:

fine

I say:

got a lot people like her

I say:

haha

I say:

don't know

I say:

haha

I say:

i dont know why

I say:

haha

I say:

i'm just saying her voice dammn nice lah

I say:

haha

NATHALIE says:

ahah really meh

NATHALIE says:

i asked you why you like her

I say:

yea

I say:

haha

I say:

fine

NATHALIE says:

and you were saying her voice nice

I say:

erm...

NATHALIE says:

-.-

I say:

you can't describe why you like a person what

I say:

it's just you like

I say:

YOU KNOW CHINESE?

I say:

it's called mo qi

I say:

haha

I say:

i doubt you know it

I say:

LOL

NATHALIE says:

hahah where got cannot

NATHALIE says:

lol

I say:

got

I say:

haha

I say:

do you even know what mo qi is?

I say:

haha

I say:

btw, the poem in your blog quite nice

NATHALIE says:

noo

NATHALIE says:

aha

I say:

haha

I say:

LOL

NATHALIE says:

haha

I say:

noob

NATHALIE says:

why you didnt update yours

NATHALIE says:

wtv

NATHALIE says:

lol

I say:

i got

I say:

haha

I say:

why you never update?

NATHALIE says:

where got

NATHALIE says:

aha

NATHALIE says:

i updated

I say:

haha

I say:

where got

I say:

that was yesterday lah

I say:

haha

NATHALIE says:

ehe

NATHALIE says:

i very lazy

NATHALIE says:

my day was long and boring

I say:

haha

I say:

i'm blogging aboutt this

I say:

haha

I say:

putting the whole convo there

NATHALIE says:

-_--

NATHALIE says:

haha

NATHALIE says:

blog lahh

NATHALIE says:

don copy paste

NATHALIE says:

lol

I say:

i blogging

I say:

buy putting the message also

I say:

haha

I say:

haha

I say:

tell valen lah

I say:

you sms him first

I say:

haha

I say:

LOL

NATHALIE says:

don dare

NATHALIE says:

ehe

NATHALIE says:

youuu talk to abi la

NATHALIE says:

haha

NATHALIE says:

also so pointless one you guys -.-

I say:

haha

I say:

LOL

I say:

you more lor

I say:

you funny lah you

NATHALIE says:

where got funny

NATHALIE says:

haha

I say:

just tell him lah

I say:

what don''t dare

I say:

haha

I say:

you coward ar?

NATHALIE says:

im in the process of dumping someone

NATHALIE says:

funny meh

NATHALIE says:

NATHALIE says:

haha

I say:

haha

I say:

you don't dare dump lah

I say:

so it;s not YOU dumping

I say:

it's a mutual agreement

NATHALIE says:

haih dunno lah

NATHALIE says:

haha

I say:

haa

I say:

you always like that lor

I say:

haha

I say:

DON'T KNOW LAH

I say:

favourite word

I say:

haha

NATHALIE says:

haha

I say:

LOL

I say:

so what are you going to do about it/

I say:

you going club this saturday right?

NATHALIE says:

this saturday

NATHALIE says:

why sathaha

I say:

weekends what

I say:

haha

I say:

no school

I say:

-.-

NATHALIE says:

maybe

NATHALIE says:

ehe

I say:

haha

I say:

LOL

I say:

then how?

NATHALIE says:

how wad

NATHALIE says:

ehe

this is a classic example
of hearing other friend's woes.. nothing going on

nut don't say this to anyone, i'm trusting you cos i doubt that darren reads my
blog. k? haha.

and to nathalie, aha you ar.. very troublesome you know haha, stay single like me lah :) haha